What I love most about my country is its never-ending contrasts.
We have people who adore going out with friends - but still remain family-oriented. We have passionate career women who are also passionate mothers. We love our streetfood as much as we love our restaurants. We have old-fashioned barber shops nestled inside our newest malls.
We are everything all together in one little mixing pot.
Small sidewalk stores selling people-shaped black candles and amulets stand beside one of the oldest Catholic churches in the Philippines.
One of our prettiest and most secluded volcano craters stand tall and proud amidst restaurants which have mushroomed over time.
And our older generations sit comfortably and pass time with the rest of the world.
I love the mix. The sour, the sweet, the bitter and the bland. It's in our cuisine. And it's in our people.
And because I bring a little of my country in me, I am also a mix of contrasts. I love living in a far-away country and experiencing a culture different from mine almost as much as I love being in my mother's house. I love showing a whole lot of the country which makes me who I am as much I love keeping it away from prying eyes. I love places which are smelly, sweet, pungent and exciting.
When I'm in Manila, in my head I always say: Bring it on, Life. Fill me up like there was no tomorrow!
And I did.
And it did.
I miss my country.